THIS is my latest YOUTUBE video. I just CANNOT make a short video!! Lord knows I try, but the 20 or so minute video I PLAN to make, turns out to be 50+ minutes.
I hope that you’ll WATCH it, LEARN from it, REALIZE how IMPORTANT it is to NOT BE IGNORANT of God’s WORD, because if we are, that will keep us ignorant of SATAN’S DEVICES and SCHEMES. THAT is how he and the demons keep us in STRONGHOLDS and BONDAGE, that we cannot break WITHOUT THE POWER and AUTHORITY of THE WRITTEN WORD OF GOD!
LOOK UP 2 Corinthians 2:11 where Paul TELLS us we are NOT to be ignorant of Satan’s devices. LOOK UP ACTS 20:27 where Paul tells his readers “For I DID NOT SHRINK (hesitate, shun, keep back) from declaring to you the WHOLE COUNSEL of God.”
HEED the WHOLE COUNSEL of GOD, ASK your pastor, priest, messianic Rabbi, etc. to help you understand the things that you still struggle to comprehend in God’s Word; reach out to one of the exorcists or a biblical deliverance minister near you, or contact me so I can try and help you as well.
BOTTOM LINE IS: We cannot “pick and choose” what we want to hear and read out of the Word of God; ALL of it is pertinent and RELEVANT, even for today in the 21st century. We cannot defeat the evil that is increasingly around us, nor can we GROW in our faith walk with Christ, IF we refuse to TAKE GOD AT HIS WORD.
A VERY LONG POST–but I am PLEADING with the Most High God my Father to help you all UNDERSTAND BETTER what is REALLY going on in the SPIRITUAL REALM!!
Genesis 6 tells us that “…the sons of God went into the daughters of men…”—
Genesis 1:26-27 tells us that we were made in the image of the Most High God and his Son, Jesus Christ. The LORD God the FATHER was not speaking to Jesus and the Holy Spirit in that particular verse; He was speaking to the already created sons of God—b’ney Elohim— standing around Him. Gen. 1:27 literally says, “So God created man in his own image.”
Need more proof? Ok.
Let’s go to Genesis 6:4, where it tells us that “The Nephilim were on the Earth in those days, and also AFTERWARD, when the sons of God came into the daughters of man and they bore children to them…”— how much more direct and specific do you need for the Bible to get to accept what the Lord God is saying??
Want MORE proof?? Ok. Let’s go to Genesis chapter 11. “And the Lord came down to see the city and the tower, which the children of man had built.” Skip to verse 7– the Lord God still speaking here—“Come, let us go down and they’re confused their language so that they may not understand one another speech.” Yarad-ירד in Hebrew (root of verb), in the Qal form of the verb, means “to go or come down”.
Who is the “US” there?
When you PARSE the verb, it is the FIRST Person Cohortative Common PLURAL,
The inflected Hebrew verb of “yarad” there is נרדה. The Greek Septuagint of the same word is καταβάντες -again, meaning “let US go down.”
The answer to the “US” there is found in verse 8–“So the LORD dispersed them from their over the face of all the earth, and they left off building the city.”
Just like in Genesis 1:26, the Lord God Elohim didn’t need to tell Jesus and the Holy Spirit to come with him and go down there and disperse the people. The Lord God was talking to his servants, whether they were angels, or some other supernatural being that HE created. After Genesis 6, there were beings that roamed about this earth and are still roaming, that HE-the Lord God — did not create. Just wanted to make that little point there.
From Genesis chapter 12 onward for the next several chapters it was all about Abraham, the blessing, the promise, etc.
Jump to chapter 18, where it tells us  How the Lord God appeared to Abraham, and he had two other MEN (Hebrew word אנשּׁים—plural=men) with Him. They all sat down and ate a meal ( verse 8). Once they were done eating that meal, the Lord continued in his conversation as Moses wrote it telling Abraham and Sarah, how they were going to have a child around that time next year. In verse 16, it states, “Then THE MEN set out from there, and they looked down towards Sodom. And Abraham went with them to set them on their way.”
And then the LORD God tells Abraham what he’s about to do in Sodom and Gomorrah “Because the outcry against Sodom and Gomorrah is great and their sin is very grave”(vs. 20). The Lord further says in verse 21 that “I WILL GO DOWN to see weather they have done altogether (meaning if they deserve destruction and a complete end), according to the outcry that has come to ME.”
 when you switch over to chapter 19, suddenly inverse one it actually says, “The two ANGELS” -המּלאכים . Apparently, the disgusting vile men who were in plain English, also having sex with young boys in that town saw those angels as MEN— because they told Lot to ”Bring them OUT to us, that we may KNOW (have intercourse) with them.” The men of Sodom and Gomorrah saw those angels as physical men. And Moses even used the plural term, “men” again in verse 10 when they had to …”reach out their hands and bring Lot into the house with them and shut the door.”
So the words “angels” and “men” were used interchangeably in Genesis 19 for the same exact spiritual beings that were with the Lord God=JESUS in a “Christophany” back in chapter 18. 
Obviously, if you know the story, Sodom and Gomorrah, amongst other few cities around there were destroyed. Why? Because of the SIN of perversion and wickedness between the men with each other, with the young boys, and if they had their way, they would’ve had relations with those angels as well. Though some of you don’t believe that angels could be corporeal, because obviously some traditions tell us that— this is why sometimes as much as we love our churches, and traditions, we have to go back to see what the ancient biblical writers said in their texts.
You have to understand that there were times when the Lord God permitted those angels(and that is only one of several different types of spiritual beings and their FUNCTION {messenger, warrior, etc.} that the LORD God created) to be in a PHYSICAL FORM.
Genesis 6 plainly tells us that some of those supernatural beings that were functioned as “angels”— sons of the Most High God — as 2Peter 2:4 and Jude 1:6 put it— they left the positions that the Lord God gave them to do, REBELLED, fell away, sinned, and now those very angels are kept in darkness in chains until the coming of the Judgment Day.
Genesis 11 and Deuteronomy 32:8-9 are where there were other angels delegated to serve humanity in wherever they were dispersed to in this world. Those particular sons of the most high God (about 70 of them) also did not stay obedient, but rather allowed the human beings to start thinking that they were supposed to worship THEM— never correcting the humans to STOP worshiping and serving THEM instead of the Most High God, apparently.
And if you read those two above mentioned passages along with Psalm 82, Psalm 89 and others that I personally have spoken about in my previous posts, the pieces of the puzzle tell you that these sons of God are the ones along with the demonic beings — the “Demi gods”— who have deceived humanity into thinking they are the gods that they’re supposed to worship. READ JONATHAN CAHN’s book—“The Return of the Gods”— for a better and more thorough explanation. You’ll thank me later.
READ either “The Unseen Realm” by Dr. Mike Heiser, or “Supernatural”— a little bit less academic and more reader, friendly version of the book, “Unseen Realm”, to really get into the deeper parts of what I always have been for the last couple of years, been talking with you about when it comes to the spiritual realm.
The other creatures that I mentioned earlier are what we would know today as “Demi-gods”— like Hercules and Perseus from mythology; but I’ve told you more than once that some of that mythology was really based on FACTS. Hence, the reason why I “just so happened” to have been able to take a mythology class and one other Greek and Roman mythology film class while I was at Stockton a few years ago. It was all part of God‘s plan to make me connect the dots to what we thought was myth, and what really is FACTUAL!!
A hard pill to swallow, I understand. I really do. I myself could not get myself to believe all that the late Dr. Rebecca Brown spoke of in her three books almost 4 decades ago when I first read them. Now I am rereading them again and nodding my head, laughing and crying as I read some of the stuff because it has become VERY REAL TO ME  in my faith walk as well!!
But the demons that roam about, seeking whom they may devour, recorded in both the Old Testament and New Testament, had to come from somewhere. They are half angel, half human because of what happened in Genesis 6. Those are the demons that we deal with to this day. They are disembodied spirits looking for a home. That home is the human body. The Lord Jesus spoke about that in Matthew 12:43-45 and Luke recorded it as well in Luke 11:24-26.
So what this gentleman speaks of -who I’ve never seen anything from him before and why the Holy Spirit chose him to use this video—??— does have a lot of information in it, but also needing a little correction, of course as to what he thought were non-corporeal spirits. 
The 👿evil must come from somewhere, folks. The Lord is 📖revealing more and more to us in these last days. The problem is, that most Christians won’t accept it, but they’ll still wonder where the evil is coming from.
So the Lord God gives us answers in His 📖Word, and then we humans sit there and argue and debate with each other, and insist that cannot be because we don’t want to accept it, we’re too afraid of what it says, we in our human minds can’t handle the thought of these invisible creatures roaming about the Earth seeking to devour us, etc.
Whatever your excuse is for not believing God‘s 📖Word, I lovingly suggest that you go to the Holy 🕊️Spirit if you are a Christian, and plead with Him to humble you enough so that you will start to desire to know the whole counsel of His ✡️📖✝️Word.
Stop using the traditions card, stop using whatever church you go to Card, etc. This evil that you see now almost daily will continue to wax worse and worse each and every day.
The Antichrist character that the Bible speaks of will soon be on the world‘s stage. Prophetic events that were recorded both in the Old and New Testament WILL COME TO PASS— whether we like it or not, whether we believe it or not, etc.
As it is written, “EVERY WORD OF GOD PROVES TRUE…”(Prov. 30:5); “Sanctify them (us) in YOUR WORD…” (Jn. 17:17); “The entirety of YOUR WORD is TRUTH” ( Ps. 119:160)— the King James says, “THY WORD IS TRUE FROM THE BEGINNING…”
So that means ALL of ✡️God‘s 📖Word is true, whether we like it or not, or whether we believe it or not.
There are angels, there are other supernatural beings, both good and evil, there are demonic beings that do roam about this earth and —are very much in charge of every single country in this world; they have a hierarchy of supernatural demonic beings and angels that have different skills and abilities and —and they do have leaders — human leaders —that do as they tell them to — or else!!
And all those demonic beings, evil spirits, unclean, spirits, etc. have that leader— that rebellious angel which ONCE WAS an “anointed cherub” (see Is. 14:12-14 and Ez. 28:12-15) who WAS in service of the Most High God. WAS!!
Most people call him Satan, some call him, Lucifer, but I call him the enemy of our souls.  He seeks to devour and destroy every single last human being because as Genesis 1:26-27 tells us, we were made in the image of GOD!!
Be prayerful, be watchful, be sober and alert as the apostle Peter taught us (see 1Peter 5:8-9). RESIST THE DEVIL and his minions!! Do not fear them, but resist them in the faith, power, authority that the Lord Jesus Christ gave to you (see Luke 10:19)!!
Put on the whole armor of God like the apostle Paul spoke of in Ephesians 6:10-18.
Cry out to the Most High God of all the evil that is going on, and how humanity has been so deceived to allow these disgusting vile creatures to come into every single human being, at one point or another to vex us, oppress us, infiltrate us, to make us have obsessions over everything you can imagine, to depress us, and, for those who do not have the Holy Spirit in them—to POSSESS us humans, like they did to this poor young man who had those demons of sodomy, confusion of sex, murder, hate, etc. And ultimately the demonic spirit of DEATH-which Christ Jesus himself defeated at the CROSS!!
But the devil and his minions do not want you to know that — they want you to be full of fear, and fearing death, be full of pride, like they are, and arrogance, so that you will not take the word of God seriously enough to do all that it says in it to do and how to live your life out for the Lord God and his son the Lord Jesus Christ .
That’s the last thing they want you to do!! Because then you will be onto them, and no longer put up with their demonic CRAP (yea, I said it!) — and in the confidence of the Lord Jesus Christ, and not in ourselves, YOU TOO, can stand up against them, rebuke them in the name of Jesus Christ, AND THEY WILL FLEE FROM YOU!!
Protect yourselves, your family, your children, your grandchildren, etc. By sharing the word of God, praying over your loved ones and your friends, pray the powerful spiritual warfare prayers (see Fr. Chad Ripperger’s book -“Deliverance Prayers for the Laity”, for example), or go onto Monsignor Steven Rosetti‘s website— the Saint Michael Center for Spiritual Renewal”— and look at his resources there.
I apologize that this is so long, but when the Holy Spirit puts it upon me to speak to you and share with you, what is most important— I must obey because I love you, and care about you all enough to do so.  
Are you seeking to find out what is the real TRUTH?
Are you tired of the lies, the evil, the disgusting vile destruction the demonic evil ones are plotting against our youth, our nation, and the ongoing corruption of humanity?
The answer is in finding the TRUTH of God’s ✡️📖✝️Word, in its biblical context, the way the Ancient biblical writers desired us to convey their message. And I do mean the COMPLETE biblical message.
IF you truly desire to understand the LORD God and have a RELATIONSHIP with the Lord Jesus Christ, having the HOLY 🕊️SPIRIT live IN you;
If you are WILLING to learn the HARD truths-not watered down, not “politically correct”, not according to certain “traditions“— But according to what the Most High Triune Godhead said it was—
AND—if you are willing to take on some heat and hatred (and a few demonic attacks here and there) from those constantly opposing God’s Word and His ways—
Then JOIN us Truth 📖Tellers of God’s Word, who are servants of the ✡️Most High God, and His Son, our ✝️Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ.
Your life here will NEVER be the same again; but it WILL have an 😉awesome ✨ETERNAL ✨effect.🙏❤️✡️📖✝️🕊️
The 😈🚪doorways— multiple demonic doorways— that can be opened by doing even just one of these abominations, should make a person seriously think twice before wanting to dabble in any of the occultic practices.
The biblical counseling that I am specifically dealing with, is in deliverance ministry, because of the enormous detrimental and destructive impact that these 😈occultic practices have on humans.
My friend Chris shared this picture this morning on FB and as soon as I saw it, I knew 🙄I would have to make a post about this. It was up-and-coming on my “to do”📋 list😏, but I guess 🙂today was the day the Lord wanted me to do it.
You will see many more reminders on my pages of how evil and dangerous it is to get into any type of these practices.
Once those demonic entities gain access into your body (that becomes the “host”/“temple”/ “house” through which they can work)— It is a huge problem trying to cast them out!!
If a person has opened themselves up to several different areas of disobedience and sin, they would have let in not only what we would consider minor demons, but the major ones as well. The more that there are, the worse the person gets mentally, emotionally, and physically.
Even if a person is a Christian, they need to be delivered and set free; the LIE that has been going on for decades is that “Christians cannot have demons in them because the Holy Spirit lives in them”.
All that means is, that a Christian most likely cannot be possessed, but they most certainly can have demonic infestations, vexations, infiltrations, obsessions, and oppressions.
It is not something to take lightly. Your whole life is affected when you have these demonic doorways open. Your physical health is affected after a while because what happens in the mind, emotions, and spirit, eventually and ultimately affects the physical.
It’s not just a spiritual decline; they slowly but surely destroy all areas of the human being from within them, using their bodies to commit the evil acts on other humans.
Even if you sit there and say, some prayers, especially the rosary, or the deliverance prayers from Fr. Ripperger (which are excellent by the way) or other spiritual warfare prayers— you still need to get those demonic entities out of you once and for all!  🙏🙏🙏
And the situation for a non-believer🥺 is much much worse than it is for one who believes in the ✡️Triune ✝️Godhead🕊️, and has accepted the Lord Jesus Christ into their life as Lord and Savior. And the demons inside of them 😈know that. They are not 😤going to budge, especially if that person has not accepted Jesus as their Savior.
ALSO— that person does not have the Holy Spirit within them; they are like the man who the Lord Jesus spoke about on Matthew 12:43-45– that person will just wax worse and worse until they either take their own life or someone else will destroy them, through the demonic powers. 🥺😖😞
THIS IS WHY I DO WHAT I DO!! The Lord God may have given me two of the most difficult tasks to deal with (Prophecy and Spiritual Warfare), but He has also EQUIPPED me to be able to 🛡️📖⚔️handle the demonic onslaught that comes after me because I expose the evil one’s tactics, and help to set people free from demonic strongholds! The power and authority comes from the Lord ✝️Jesus Christ, the 🕊️Holy Spirit, and His Written📖Word.
If you feel like you may have (or know for sure that you did) opened yourself up to one of these demonic 😈🚪doorways, please do not hesitate to CONTACT me. I will do my best to assist you in determining what 😈🚪doorways were and are still open, and what needs to be done in order for those demonic entities to be cast out and gone for good in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ!🙏❤️🛡️⚔️✡️📖✝️
This is my store on Zazzle store—“Faith In The Dark”. I know I have shared this a few times in the past couple of weeks, but with more new items being in the store, and surprisingly, there are quite a few people out there that still don’t know I even have a store on Zazzle, I will continue to share this.
I’m still waiting for AMAZON to work out the kinks (for my URL) in trying to share my Author’s 📚Page, but until then you could just go on Amazon, and look my name up or the title of my 📚books (“Walking in the Dark With FAITH”), to see the four books I currently have on there for sale.
It’s amazing how different this link shares between the social media platforms… this time I’m sharing it from the ZAZZLE app on my phone.
PLEASE go and see all the newer items I have just added; there will be more to come! THANK ❤️YOU to the few people who have either visited my store, and have also FOLLOWED ME on Zazzle as well.
You can do the same at my Author’s page on Amazon—in fact, I would be most grateful if you would click on the follow button!! It would mean so much to me! And if you either have purchased a book from me in the past, or do purchase one now, I would also truly appreciate you leaving a written review.
The idea of being a “starving artist was never part of what I chose for myself. Who honestly would want to go through seven years of college and grad work in a seminary like I just have, write dozens and dozens of papers, work hard to get the grades I did and the degrees I was awarded, and then end up not even being able to get a job at places where I have almost the exact qualifications and experience the companies/ministries/schools are looking for?
I was told seven years ago by an HR manager that even though my resume showed, I had the qualifications to do the job I applied for at Rider College, unfortunately the associate degree wouldn’t be enough— these days, she said, I definitely would need to have at least a bachelor’s degree in order to get any good paying job. So September 2018 I started on this college journey again, and I haven’t stopped until this June, 2025. I have tried several times over the past few years in Pennsylvania and now the almost 2 years I’ve been back in New Jersey, to get at least a part-time job that has something to do with all the hard work I put into at school.
The LORD OPENS AND CLOSES (or KEEPS those doors closed) the “doors 🚪of opportunity” in our lives (see Revelation 3:7-8). For whatever reason that right now is not altogether humanly understood by me, this is the way the LORD wants it to be…and HE has the final “say so” on EVERYTHING.
But then again, I’m sure Paul the Apostle didn’t think his tent ⛺️ making (see Acts 18:1-4) would have to be a major part of his life-the part of the life the LORD God chose for him, not what he chose for himself. But, since Paul surrendered all to the Lord Jesus, and I have done that myself several years ago, we have had to walk on the Path HE chose for us, in FAITH, trusting that no matter how grim it may look sometimes, He IS in control, He knows what is best for us, and He WILL provide.
I am not thrilled to have to rely on such an unstable income, along with writing my 📚 books. But that’s what the LORD put in my Path to do, while concentrating on sharing His Word-and some of it is definitely not welcomed by human ears to hear—which makes all of this that much more difficult to do as His servant.
BUT—the message of the ENTIRE WORD ✡️📖✝️of God must be heard. We cannot “cut out” the parts we don’t like or agree with. I am like my brother in the Faith, Paul, who said, “Therefore I testify to you this day that I am innocent of the blood of all, for I did not shrink from declaring to you THE WHOLE COUNSEL OF GOD” (Acts 20:26-27). The Lord Jesus will deal with those who refused to heed His📖Word on the Day of ⚖️Judgment(see Revelation 20:11-15).
THOSE artistic skills and abilities that He has placed in me to use, are to the LORD more “doors 🚪of opportunity” to reach thousands, and hopefully millions more, with His Word and message of REPENTANCE, HOPE, SALVATION, and REDEMPTION.
Until He knows I am done with my service here to Him, I will continue to walk the Path in the Dark with the FAITH I have in Him, holding His hand, knowing that He will always be faithful “to complete that good work in me, until the Day of Jesus Christ” (Phil. 1:6)
I got to go back and check my journal notes to see if I ever was attacked spiritually twice in one night. It’s possible, but if I’m questioning it, it obviously hasn’t been a frequent occurrence.
Also, these demonic attacks that happened in the spiritual realm in the last few years especially, thankfully have gotten weaker in strength — meaning, the demonic entities and also the humans(witches, Satanists, new agers, etc.) that dabble in the spiritual realm and use the demonic realm to astral project and try to attack people like myself because I am a spiritual warfare warrior— don’t SUCCEED at all in stopping me from sharing the TRUTH and exposing their LIES; all they are doing, is making it much worse for themselves in the 🔥⚖️end. And YET I have to sit here and pray for these humans that are literally disturbing my sleep.
The Lord God is allowing this in his divine purposes, because He’s trying to show them through one of His children and servants like myself who also had to be redeemed— that SALVATION and REDEMPTION is STILL available to them, up until the very last breath they breathe. They can at any time, call up upon the name of the Lord to be saved, and leave that demonic lifestyle that they’re in.
Utilizing the powers of darkness is a very dangerous and temporal thing— the demons, and the rebellious angels will only work with that human for so long, until they’re done with them, and then that human will either take their own life or be killed by the evil forces or another human that is in the ranks of the satanic hierarchy, if you will.
The bottom line is— if a human being does not repent and give their lives over to the Lord Jesus Christ, and take the gift of salvation that HE ALONE has purchased on the ✝️Cross for us by and through His 🩸blood being shed, there is NO other way back to the Father God Elohim Tseva’ot, except through Jesus(Jn. 14:6). 🙏❤️✡️📖✝️🕊️
The more I have gone through these (somewhat necessary) spiritual attacks on this walk of faith, the stronger I have become through ✡️God and His 📖Word, the Lord ✝️Jesus Christ, and the Holy 🕊️Spirit, who obviously dwells IN me. “For IT IS God WHO works IN you…” Phil. 2:13 🙏❤️📖✝️
Click the above link to not only see the new collection “Follow Me” Luke 9:23, but also I managed to work on my first book cover of the series, making a few different long and short T-shirts!
I will be adding new items to each of the collections now that I have a bit of more time to do so, in between writing the two books, taking care of the biblical and deliverance counseling ministry, and anything else that the Lord throws at me. 😄😊
Just a reminder–my FOUR books are available on AMAZON, and I would appreciate if you would purchase either the Kindle e-book, paperback or hardcover. Please try not to do the KDP pages, because us authors do NOT make hardly any money off of that. I keep my Kindle books at “single-digit” prices, well below $10, because there is no printing fee involved as there is with the physical books (especially with the one illustrated 😣devotional I have–very expensive printing fees for that one!). So I will thank you in advance for purchasing one of the three main book formats, to financially help me out–between the Zazzle store, the books, and whatever donations I may get (so far, nothing, unfortunately) from this blog page, that will hopefully help keep me from going in the “red”, which is soon to happen.
The job market is a joke; I have applied to so many different types of jobs–all of which I have have some experience from jobs in years past. When my resume is almost an exact match to what these employers are looking for, and YET, I don’t even get a phone call–something very odd is going on. It just doesn’t “add up”.
I will thank you all in advance for either visiting Amazon and looking up my “Walking in the Dark with FAITH” books, and/or my Zazzle “Faith In the Dark” store, and browsing around to see if there’s something you would like to purchase. I have tried to make sure and have enough items with various prices–from magnets that are $5 or so, to pillows and prints that may be upwards of $40-50, thereabouts. The T-shirts and mugs are the more popular items–the few items that have been purchased the most were the shirts and the giant coffee mugs (I have a couple of shirts and mugs–I am very pleased with the quality of them both).
I will post again once I have several more new items in the store! Until then, thank you, and may God bless you all.
UPDATE— If you do decide to purchase one of my books— thank you ❤️so much, by the way— but I do please ask you to stay away from the KDP Select— they only pay pennies on a dollar. It helps the author out much better if one would buy a Kindle book or one of the physical books instead.
** The price of printing, especially for illustrated books is astronomical. I tried to be very fair in my book prices especially with the hard covers, but I need to make at least a few dollars on each of the books.  Before I revised my book prices the other day, their new rules had me at royalties of under a dollar for some of my books!!😫😩😭☹️ apparently I have to keep 🧐checking KDP publishing more often… 🙄😒 The royalty rate it’s not the best, but it’s better than nothing.  📚📋📚📋📚📋📚📋📚📋📚📋📚📋📚 Things are 😂getting serious 😏now that I not only put this all on my whiteboard, but I’m also sharing it!!😬🤓
My 📚WRITING ✍️ GOALS for the next year and a half…🙄🙏🙏🙏
PLEASE 📋READ so you can have an idea of WHAT I’ll be writing about, and WHEN it hopefully will be 📚published.
ALSO—contact 🗒️information about my biblical and deliverance ministry counseling;
THIS IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN GIVEN TO DO; also it is mainly the ONLY MEANS of INCOME, besides the very small amount that I receive from my family member for helping them out (it unfortunately doesn’t cover all my bills/expenses at the present time).
Paul had his “tent ⛺️making” business; this is what I’m called to do, because we live in a secular society and unfortunately need to pay for whatever we need. It thankfully gets the biblical ✡️📖✝️message out though, through the means of the 📚books, blog 📋posts, devotionals, and 🙏🛡️⚔️⛓️💥counseling ministry.
🙏❤️PLEASE help SUPPORT me by going on AMAZON and purchasing my 📚books, make a donation on my 📋BLOG PAGE, and 🙏PRAYING for me to utilize all I’ve learned, in order to help those who seek me out for counseling.
BTW—My “fees” are mainly donations made for the time I am assisting the clients who are receiving help through my non-licensed biblical, Holy-Spirit led counseling ministry. They will be nothing like what we would normally pay for secular counseling or therapy. Biblical Lay counseling is much more affordable (and more spiritually efficient and effective) than what the secular world offers. Contact me for more information.
🙄Well, you can only put off the inevitable for so long…🫤
Lord knows I’ve been up to my ears these last seven years with my undergrad and grad studies, reading more than a 📚📚few dozen books, journal articles, etc. along the way, researching and writing 📄several papers 📃to boot.
My 😑mind, even during the breaks in between classes, could not seem to relax 😓long enough, and before I knew it, another semester would begin, and the stress to finish each class with a decent grade would start all over again.
During what I initially thought would only be a five month break before school began again in August, I asked the Lord to help me decide whether or not I should continue in my PhD program. I had recently found out through Liberty Academic Advising that EACH of the last three courses (Stage 3) of the program were one whole semester long, AND— there was a very good chance that between the second and third classes, the student would have to REPEAT that entire semester because those are the semesters where they are working on the chapters of their dissertation. They wouldn’t be able to move forward until their mentor said that they were ready. Talk about added stress!!🙄🤦♀️ I shuddered at the thought of just how much longer this would take me to complete the whole program. I would be in my mid 60s by the time the program would be completed…
I was 😣already hanging on by a thread mentally and emotionally this last year and a half, especially since having to move back to New Jersey and helping out my family member, giving up my apartment in the area I loved, and my job in the process. But, this is where the Lord assigned me to be. I had to be the obedient servant and soldier, and go where the Captain of the Host sent me.
But, nevertheless, I left the decision up to the Lord God. I surrendered everything to the Lord at the beginning of this FAITH journey in 2016, and since HE was the one who insisted on me returning to college back in September 2018, I felt He should be the One to say when it all should end.
Well, finding out this past month that I reached the maximum amount of my Financial Aid, and suddenly having no way to pay for the rest of my PhD program OR the majority of my bills, sent my stress level rising to new heights (my blood 🩺pressure 🩸numbers were not good, and I never even had blood pressure issues!!). I was not in a good place.😣😞💔
But, the Lord DID answer my question, didn’t He? In His 🙄usual and sudden, abrupt way of doing things,😏the Lord placed me back on this continual journey of mine—walking in the DARK, not knowing how my FINANCIAL situation was going to improve. But that is where the 🙏FAITH part once again, comes in.
I loved going to school; I loved learning, especially about the Bible and the ancient languages on an academic level, in order to take all that I’ve learned and put that knowledge towards my book writing, and also the deliverance ministry counseling that I just began. I continue to pray that people will one day begin to reach out to me with whatever issues they are having, to find out if there is a spiritual “root” to their problems (there usually is!). My desire is to get the person the help they need, whether it’s through my specific skill set or helping them find a biblical counselor, deliverance minister, or even an exorcist, that can further aid them on their healing journey of particular darker spiritual issues.
There’s so much that I’ve learned about the spiritual realm and how the dark forces keep people in bondage in so many ways, but the good part is that there are biblical solutions to those issues, and I pray that I can be part of someone being delivered, set free and healed in the power and authority of the Lord Jesus Christ through this deliverance ministry. WITDWF Deliverance Ministry is a NON-licensed, Biblically -based, Holy Spirit-led counseling service. I cannot “charge” people for my services; I can only accept financial donations. Please see the attached pics of my brochure to learn more about it.
But in the meantime — although I am honestly a bit reluctant to do this— I will be working on the third and final installment of my book series, “Walking In the Dark With FAITH”, and a couple other devotional book projects as well. The one thing that the 👿enemy keeps beating 😖down on me to this day, is that I’m a self-published author that nobody cares about, and that no one is interested in reading what I’ve written or shared about my life, etc. Those evil 😈spirits are relentless in their attacks!
BUT— then I am reminded by the Holy🕊️ Spirit that it was the ✡️Lord ✝️Himself Who placed me on this path to writing, first with the blog page back in March 2017, and then some months later telling me He wanted me to do this book series on my life. So it IS and always has been, part of His plan and purpose for my life. Besides, how many prophets in the Bible were well off financially, and didn’t have a care in the world about what the Lord was going to assign them to do next??🙄 Exactly. 😏
Like the Lord recently reminded me in the midst of my current financial situation—the book writing was never supposed to be a huge 💲💲💲money maker( though it would be a blessing to my financial situation if people bought my books to just support me in my journey!🙄🙏). YET He knew that if I did this through faith and obedience and all the hard work that comes along with it, the few that do read my books will come to realize that it truly was a Holy Spirit-inspired faith journey that was helping to make me into the spiritually mature servant of God, that the Lord destined for me to be all along. And, HE Himself would send more people my way to discover the book series and the help I would like to provide to them in my deliverance ministry. ☺️❤️In the meantime, as it is written, HE would (as He has always been!) be Jehovah Jireh—my Provider. 🙏❤️✡️📖✝️
So, in the midst of having to read approximately another 16 or so books that are sitting on my desk right now, to assist me in both my writing and deliverance ministry endeavors, I will pick up where I left off a few years ago, and complete the third 📗book in my series.
I am already jotting down notes for what would have been my 📓dissertation book about the Most High God, the Triune Godhead, the Divine Council Worldview, and how humanity was divinely made in the image of God; how we were always meant to be eternally part of His heavenly kingdom and council, through the sacrifice and shed blood on the Cross by our Lord Jesus Christ. It’ll be a while before this one is finished, but I have a feeling that the books I’ve worked on already and all the schooling I had, were just “putting my feet in the water” and preparing me as they say, to work on this massive 📝writing project. 
Finally, I’m leaning towards having a Facebook page primarily for my book writing, spiritual warfare and deliverance ministry. Other authors, writers, and people who are truly interested in learning more about the topics I speak and write on, especially when it comes to spiritual warfare, deliverance, and my faith journey, can find me on that page as well as visit my WITDWF (“Walking in the Dark With FAITH”) blog page which is listed in my bio.
Thank 🥰you all for taking out the time to read all of this; and for those of you who have supported me in the past, especially when purchasing my books, I pray that you will continue to do so in the future, as well as be a regular visitor and subscriber to my blog page. I seriously do need all the support I can get. 🙏❤️✡️📖✝️
I just CANNOT make a short video!! Lord knows I try, but the 20 or so minute video I PLAN to make, turns out to be 50+ minutes.
WORD, because if we are, that will keep us ignorant of SATAN’S DEVICES and SCHEMES. THAT is how he and the demons keep us in STRONGHOLDS and BONDAGE, that we cannot break WITHOUT THE POWER and AUTHORITY of THE WRITTEN WORD OF GOD!
Walking in the Dark with Faith 