Those individuals who want nothing to do with “anything negative” in their lives, also will not accept the plain FACT—even if they profess to be Christian—that EVIL IS REAL and it operates throughout the entire world.
So of course, anyone like myself who informs and warns people like I am in this very post of such obvious evil that is occurring, we are quickly silenced, ignored, shunned, and ridiculed— even by our own, so-called friends and family members.
In fact, unfortunately, it is happening more often in these last few years that people like myself have come to realize how easy it is to lose family members over certain issues like the ‘vid, the jab, being a loyal follower of Jesus Christ and His Word, standing up for Israel and the Jewish people, speaking out against the evils of terrorism, especially when it pertains to Islam, the evils of Halloween, New Age practices like Yoga, the dangers of dabbling in witchcraft, channeling, visiting psychics, AND—this one’s a bit crazy, but unfortunately it’s true— Voting for a certain politician who people hate for NO REASON AT ALL—and few have actually wished for that person’s demise!!
ALL THESE THINGS that I mentioned WILL COME UNDER THE JUDGMENT OF THE LORD JESUS CHRIST.
Anyone who, at the end of their days, still supports any of these hateful rhetorics, actions, and abominations that are clearly stated in God’s Word that He is against them;
Anyone who continues to side or work with the evil forces and/or refuse to acknowledge that these people are evil, that there are demonic forces working within them;
And who continue to disregard and disrespect the entire counsel of God‘s Word, WILL STAND IN JUDGEMENT against the Lord Jesus on That Day.
If you are one of those people that want to continue thinking you can go against God‘s Word and get away with it, the best honest advice that I can give you is —
REPENT NOW—RIGHT NOW, before it is too late.
You may not be able to finish out this day before your last breath is taken.
You may not wake up tomorrow morning.
God’s Mercy and Grace are GIFTS to mankind.
HE CAN AT ANY TIME, REVOKE them.
His Judgment will be SUDDEN, SWIFT, and IRREVERSIBLE.
It may seem petty to some, that lies are going to be held against us-especially if they are what we call “little white lies”, but the LORD God does take everything that comes out of our mouths seriously.
In Matthew 12:36-37, there is a chilling statement made by the Lord Jesus Himself that should make us all think twice before speaking out whatever we want to say: “I tell you, on the Day of Judgment people will give account for EVERY careless word they speak, for by your words you will be justified, and by your words you will be condemned.”
In Luke 6:-43-45, the Lord Jesus spoke on how we can know a person by their fruit-whether their character is good or evil; just like the tree that bears either good or bad fruit, so can the person’s intentions in their heart be known by what comes out of their mouth.
Jesus said in vs. 45, “The good person out of the good treasure of his heart produces good, and the evil person out of his evil treasure produces evil, for out of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaks.”
If from time to time, we unfortunately ignorantly believed people who lied to us, and/or passed that lie onto others, we should always confess those sins as well, but instead of just giving the benefit of the doubt to people when they tell us something that should have been checked out further, we should “test all things” and be that Berean (Acts 17:11) the Scriptures tell us to be, so we can know the truth (Jn. 8:32) about certain questionable topics or situations.
One of the most important things that we as Christians can do, is make sure we are HEEDING the Voice of the Holy Spirit in our lives throughout the day, and for each and every situation we find ourselves in.
I know it may sound tedious to do, but then again, if the Lord Jesus Christ our Judge is telling us that we are going to be held accountable for all that we have said and done, and for what we have allowed to come into our lives— whether it be good or bad deeds, or good or bad words to influence us— we then should take it more seriously, and put those questionable comments, topics, situations, etc. to the test, before we believe it ourselves, and end up sharing it with others.
Beloved— I cannot stress enough how vitally important it is not only to accept the Lord Jesus into your life, but along with having Him in your life as your Savior, you must accept Him as your LORD and MASTER of your life.
Because as it is 📖written there is both a SPIRITUAL REALM and a PHYSICAL REALM in this universe-we are stuck in an ongoing spiritual battle. Hence the necessity for the Holy Spirit to enter into you, to cleanse and deliver you from the evil, for the spiritual good of your soul and spirit.
HOWEVER— without a true commitment and total surrender of every aspect of your life so that the Holy Spirit can start to work in you— meaning if you do not commit to read, learn, study, meditate on His WORD—in a biblical way, allowing the Holy Spirit to lovingly CHASTISE and CORRECT whatever wrong teachings or practices you were taught or heard about—He cannot completely DELIVER YOU from any and all demonic infestations, influences, etc. that have been in you up until the time of your salvation and new birth in Christ.
SINCERELY ASK the Holy Spirit to help you CONFESS all wrong thinking, lies and deceit of the enemy, ungodly lifestyles, mannerisms, etc. that you have allowed to become part of your life. Plead the BLOOD OF CHRIST over your life, and REBUKE the evil spirits that have kept you bound and in spiritual strongholds up until this point in your life.
Have the Holy Spirit cast out of you all that evil—it may take some time (and a LOT of effort, prayer, and patience on your part)-whether it’s weeks, months, etc— if you commit to having the Lord Jesus, deliver you from any and all sins, HE WILL DELIVER YOU!🙌📖❤️✝️
If you need prayer, guidance, counseling or more information about being delivered from any past sins, etc. please do not hesitate to contact your local parish priest, biblically based pastor, one of the really excellent exorcists like Monsignor Stephen Rosetti, who has online deliverance zoom sessions, or even a deliverance minister like myself. The Lord has equipped some of us to deal with such issues, so we can lend a helping hand in having the Holy Spirit deliver people, and set them free in the name of Jesus!🙏🙌❤️✡️📖✝️🕊️
This parable of the Wheat and the Tares/Weeds has been on my mind for the past week or so. The Holy Spirit has been making me think about it, and I knew the time was coming to have to put a post up and discuss it.
After what happened this past week with both the young Ukrainian woman Iryna Zarutska—SAY her name and do NOT forget what happened to her—and Charlie Kirk—this parable sat heavy on my heart, its burden increasing daily in density and gravity because spiritually, I very well knew where the Lord was going with all of this.
I truly did not want to “go there”, but as Paul the Apostle stated in Philippians 1:23-24 how “I am torn between the two. I desire to depart and be with Christ, which is far better indeed. But it is more necessary for you that I remain IN the body…”
I have felt the same way for so long; I want to go HOME to Heaven and be with my Creator, Lord, and other family members of the Body of Christ. I want to be at peace, and feel the true love, joy, and finally experience all the magnificent splendor and awe that His Word described that is waiting for all of us who love Him.
BUT—I also know, that the closer that Time gets, the closer to the HARVEST and JUDGMENT we all are. Ugh…
Hence the reason my heart is SO heavy for those who have been so deceived to think that there is no God, no Heaven, no judgment for all their evil words and actions, etc.
Worse yet, for those who seem to be “nice” and somewhat “Christian-like”—but their true colors are finally being seen by all; the Holy Spirit is allowing everything to play out right in front of us—in these LAST DAYS—the hidden things in a person being shown and revealed, and the evil being exposed in them (see Luke 8:17; 12:2).
The Time of the AntiChrist is SOON upon us. IF we are NOT aligned with the LORD JESUS and HIS WORD, Scripture plainly TELLS US that many people who were thought to be a believer in Christ, very well may be a part of that “falling away” (see 2 Thessalonians 2:3-12) and be deceived into following the AntiChrist (see Matthew 24:24; Daniel 7:24-27). As the Apostle John (who also wrote the Book of Revelation) stated in 1John 2:18-21, “…They went out from us, but there WERE NOT OF us; for IF they had been of us, THEY WOULD HAVE REMAINED with us…”
IF that doesn’t make you upset to the point of crying, you better ask the Holy Spirit to remove the spirits of indifference, apathy, callousness, and insensitivity from you. It very well should break all our hearts to know that MANY -billions, even- of human beings WILL be deceived into losing their faith, walking away from the Lord Jesus and His Word, and falling for the lies of the enemy and the one to be called AntiChrist during the Time of the Great Tribulation.
From “Charting the End Times” —Tim Lafayette and Thomas Ice
NOW you know why I have been so heavy-hearted, and crying almost daily, for I know That Day is approaching…
Hence, it is vitally important to understand this parable in Matthew 13:24-30 even more so in these ever-increasing evil days we are living.
The Lord Jesus had to once again this morning, help me understand through my many tears, how NECESSARY it was to have BOTH the good AND evil be brought up and dwell together—the spirits—the angels that sinned, the demonic entities that DO operate within and around the Earth; and the humans that continue to do rebel and defy Him and His Word—ALONG WITH those angels AND other benevolent spirits He created, as well as the humans who DO acknowledge the Triune Godhead and love and honor His ✡️📖✝️Word.
He cannot have one dwell without the other; not since what transpired even BEFORE the Fall of man, when some of His first creation rebelled —the angels-b’ney Elohim-those sons of God who were created to not only serve the Triune Godhead in different capacities, but to also serve and minister to the HUMANS He already planned to create.
EVERY creature the Lord created (even those He didn’t) had to make a choice to either OBEY or REBEL.
Those who OBEY, are the WHEAT. Those who REBEL, are the TARES/WEEDS.
The “reapers” are the ANGELS commanded to gather all those sinners = “TARES”/“WEEDS” who rebelled against the Most High God and His Son, the Lord Jesus Christ, and never truly accepted Him as BOTH Savior AND Lord of their lives.
The “Harvest” is at the End of Days—the Time allotted by the Most High God to be the CONCLUSION of both mankind and the evil that perpetrated on the Earth by those evil entities that rebelled against Him so long ago.
The LINE has been drawn—several millennia ago. The Free will CHOICE is for every person to choose, whether they will do GOOD or do EVIL.
My tears that I cried this morning, were not because this was the first time hearing about this, nor finally understanding the passage; my tears HAVE been falling almost daily these past several years, BECAUSE I know that we are all running out of TIME, and the LORD God has appointed That Day. I fear for those (including my own flesh and blood family members and others loved ones, friends, and acquaintances that I have made over the years) who have NOT taken the LORD God or His Son Jesus seriously enough, to have their hearts convicted by the Holy Spirit, in order to REPENT in time, TO ESCAPE that dreadful JUDGMENT that is to come upon this Earth.
The TIME🕚 is running out; ⚖️JUDGMENT of the Lion of the Tribe of Judah-JESUS CHRIST-will begin SOON.
EVERY SINGLE HUMAN SOUL that has ever lived, WILL be righteously judged by the Lord Jesus (John 5:22) at the Appointed Time.
Once it begins, it WILL NOT STOP, until the WHEAT is gathered into His Barn, and the TARES/WEEDS are bound up, and BURNED (Rev. 20:11-15).
Please go watch my latest video that was NOT easy to make.
I put it off for the past two days since the assassination of Charlie, because I just couldn’t emotionally make a video without breaking down and crying.
I did the best I could, but I do believe the message that I spoke about should be very clear — 🥺STOP fighting against each other in the Body of Christ, and fight the 👿demonic entities that steal, kill, and destroy humanity!!
And above all else, 🙏PRAY for the Kirk family and also the Robinson family. Pray for one another. PRAY for your enemies. LET the LOVE OF GOD rule in your hearts. EXPOSE the evil.
Let the LORD ✡️GOD exact the vengeance against them at HIS discretion. He knows what to do, how much to do, and WHEN to do it.
Honor the LORD ✡️God, the Lord ✝️Jesus, and allow the Holy 🕊️Spirit to work in and THROUGH your life daily.  Let the Spirit that worked through Charlie Kirk live on in and through us by speaking the truth and love and standing up for all that we love about the ✝️Lord, His 📖Word, and our 🇺🇸nation.
THIS is my latest YOUTUBE video. I just CANNOT make a short video!! Lord knows I try, but the 20 or so minute video I PLAN to make, turns out to be 50+ minutes.
I hope that you’ll WATCH it, LEARN from it, REALIZE how IMPORTANT it is to NOT BE IGNORANT of God’s WORD, because if we are, that will keep us ignorant of SATAN’S DEVICES and SCHEMES. THAT is how he and the demons keep us in STRONGHOLDS and BONDAGE, that we cannot break WITHOUT THE POWER and AUTHORITY of THE WRITTEN WORD OF GOD!
LOOK UP 2 Corinthians 2:11 where Paul TELLS us we are NOT to be ignorant of Satan’s devices. LOOK UP ACTS 20:27 where Paul tells his readers “For I DID NOT SHRINK (hesitate, shun, keep back) from declaring to you the WHOLE COUNSEL of God.”
HEED the WHOLE COUNSEL of GOD, ASK your pastor, priest, messianic Rabbi, etc. to help you understand the things that you still struggle to comprehend in God’s Word; reach out to one of the exorcists or a biblical deliverance minister near you, or contact me so I can try and help you as well.
BOTTOM LINE IS: We cannot “pick and choose” what we want to hear and read out of the Word of God; ALL of it is pertinent and RELEVANT, even for today in the 21st century. We cannot defeat the evil that is increasingly around us, nor can we GROW in our faith walk with Christ, IF we refuse to TAKE GOD AT HIS WORD.
A VERY LONG POST–but I am PLEADING with the Most High God my Father to help you all UNDERSTAND BETTER what is REALLY going on in the SPIRITUAL REALM!!
Genesis 6 tells us that “…the sons of God went into the daughters of men…”—
Genesis 1:26-27 tells us that we were made in the image of the Most High God and his Son, Jesus Christ. The LORD God the FATHER was not speaking to Jesus and the Holy Spirit in that particular verse; He was speaking to the already created sons of God—b’ney Elohim— standing around Him. Gen. 1:27 literally says, “So God created man in his own image.”
Need more proof? Ok.
Let’s go to Genesis 6:4, where it tells us that “The Nephilim were on the Earth in those days, and also AFTERWARD, when the sons of God came into the daughters of man and they bore children to them…”— how much more direct and specific do you need for the Bible to get to accept what the Lord God is saying??
Want MORE proof?? Ok. Let’s go to Genesis chapter 11. “And the Lord came down to see the city and the tower, which the children of man had built.” Skip to verse 7– the Lord God still speaking here—“Come, let us go down and they’re confused their language so that they may not understand one another speech.” Yarad-ירד in Hebrew (root of verb), in the Qal form of the verb, means “to go or come down”.
Who is the “US” there?
When you PARSE the verb, it is the FIRST Person Cohortative Common PLURAL,
The inflected Hebrew verb of “yarad” there is נרדה. The Greek Septuagint of the same word is καταβάντες -again, meaning “let US go down.”
The answer to the “US” there is found in verse 8–“So the LORD dispersed them from their over the face of all the earth, and they left off building the city.”
Just like in Genesis 1:26, the Lord God Elohim didn’t need to tell Jesus and the Holy Spirit to come with him and go down there and disperse the people. The Lord God was talking to his servants, whether they were angels, or some other supernatural being that HE created. After Genesis 6, there were beings that roamed about this earth and are still roaming, that HE-the Lord God — did not create. Just wanted to make that little point there.
From Genesis chapter 12 onward for the next several chapters it was all about Abraham, the blessing, the promise, etc.
Jump to chapter 18, where it tells us  How the Lord God appeared to Abraham, and he had two other MEN (Hebrew word אנשּׁים—plural=men) with Him. They all sat down and ate a meal ( verse 8). Once they were done eating that meal, the Lord continued in his conversation as Moses wrote it telling Abraham and Sarah, how they were going to have a child around that time next year. In verse 16, it states, “Then THE MEN set out from there, and they looked down towards Sodom. And Abraham went with them to set them on their way.”
And then the LORD God tells Abraham what he’s about to do in Sodom and Gomorrah “Because the outcry against Sodom and Gomorrah is great and their sin is very grave”(vs. 20). The Lord further says in verse 21 that “I WILL GO DOWN to see weather they have done altogether (meaning if they deserve destruction and a complete end), according to the outcry that has come to ME.”
 when you switch over to chapter 19, suddenly inverse one it actually says, “The two ANGELS” -המּלאכים . Apparently, the disgusting vile men who were in plain English, also having sex with young boys in that town saw those angels as MEN— because they told Lot to ”Bring them OUT to us, that we may KNOW (have intercourse) with them.” The men of Sodom and Gomorrah saw those angels as physical men. And Moses even used the plural term, “men” again in verse 10 when they had to …”reach out their hands and bring Lot into the house with them and shut the door.”
So the words “angels” and “men” were used interchangeably in Genesis 19 for the same exact spiritual beings that were with the Lord God=JESUS in a “Christophany” back in chapter 18. 
Obviously, if you know the story, Sodom and Gomorrah, amongst other few cities around there were destroyed. Why? Because of the SIN of perversion and wickedness between the men with each other, with the young boys, and if they had their way, they would’ve had relations with those angels as well. Though some of you don’t believe that angels could be corporeal, because obviously some traditions tell us that— this is why sometimes as much as we love our churches, and traditions, we have to go back to see what the ancient biblical writers said in their texts.
You have to understand that there were times when the Lord God permitted those angels(and that is only one of several different types of spiritual beings and their FUNCTION {messenger, warrior, etc.} that the LORD God created) to be in a PHYSICAL FORM.
Genesis 6 plainly tells us that some of those supernatural beings that were functioned as “angels”— sons of the Most High God — as 2Peter 2:4 and Jude 1:6 put it— they left the positions that the Lord God gave them to do, REBELLED, fell away, sinned, and now those very angels are kept in darkness in chains until the coming of the Judgment Day.
Genesis 11 and Deuteronomy 32:8-9 are where there were other angels delegated to serve humanity in wherever they were dispersed to in this world. Those particular sons of the most high God (about 70 of them) also did not stay obedient, but rather allowed the human beings to start thinking that they were supposed to worship THEM— never correcting the humans to STOP worshiping and serving THEM instead of the Most High God, apparently.
And if you read those two above mentioned passages along with Psalm 82, Psalm 89 and others that I personally have spoken about in my previous posts, the pieces of the puzzle tell you that these sons of God are the ones along with the demonic beings — the “Demi gods”— who have deceived humanity into thinking they are the gods that they’re supposed to worship. READ JONATHAN CAHN’s book—“The Return of the Gods”— for a better and more thorough explanation. You’ll thank me later.
READ either “The Unseen Realm” by Dr. Mike Heiser, or “Supernatural”— a little bit less academic and more reader, friendly version of the book, “Unseen Realm”, to really get into the deeper parts of what I always have been for the last couple of years, been talking with you about when it comes to the spiritual realm.
The other creatures that I mentioned earlier are what we would know today as “Demi-gods”— like Hercules and Perseus from mythology; but I’ve told you more than once that some of that mythology was really based on FACTS. Hence, the reason why I “just so happened” to have been able to take a mythology class and one other Greek and Roman mythology film class while I was at Stockton a few years ago. It was all part of God‘s plan to make me connect the dots to what we thought was myth, and what really is FACTUAL!!
A hard pill to swallow, I understand. I really do. I myself could not get myself to believe all that the late Dr. Rebecca Brown spoke of in her three books almost 4 decades ago when I first read them. Now I am rereading them again and nodding my head, laughing and crying as I read some of the stuff because it has become VERY REAL TO ME  in my faith walk as well!!
But the demons that roam about, seeking whom they may devour, recorded in both the Old Testament and New Testament, had to come from somewhere. They are half angel, half human because of what happened in Genesis 6. Those are the demons that we deal with to this day. They are disembodied spirits looking for a home. That home is the human body. The Lord Jesus spoke about that in Matthew 12:43-45 and Luke recorded it as well in Luke 11:24-26.
So what this gentleman speaks of -who I’ve never seen anything from him before and why the Holy Spirit chose him to use this video—??— does have a lot of information in it, but also needing a little correction, of course as to what he thought were non-corporeal spirits. 
The 👿evil must come from somewhere, folks. The Lord is 📖revealing more and more to us in these last days. The problem is, that most Christians won’t accept it, but they’ll still wonder where the evil is coming from.
So the Lord God gives us answers in His 📖Word, and then we humans sit there and argue and debate with each other, and insist that cannot be because we don’t want to accept it, we’re too afraid of what it says, we in our human minds can’t handle the thought of these invisible creatures roaming about the Earth seeking to devour us, etc.
Whatever your excuse is for not believing God‘s 📖Word, I lovingly suggest that you go to the Holy 🕊️Spirit if you are a Christian, and plead with Him to humble you enough so that you will start to desire to know the whole counsel of His ✡️📖✝️Word.
Stop using the traditions card, stop using whatever church you go to Card, etc. This evil that you see now almost daily will continue to wax worse and worse each and every day.
The Antichrist character that the Bible speaks of will soon be on the world‘s stage. Prophetic events that were recorded both in the Old and New Testament WILL COME TO PASS— whether we like it or not, whether we believe it or not, etc.
As it is written, “EVERY WORD OF GOD PROVES TRUE…”(Prov. 30:5); “Sanctify them (us) in YOUR WORD…” (Jn. 17:17); “The entirety of YOUR WORD is TRUTH” ( Ps. 119:160)— the King James says, “THY WORD IS TRUE FROM THE BEGINNING…”
So that means ALL of ✡️God‘s 📖Word is true, whether we like it or not, or whether we believe it or not.
There are angels, there are other supernatural beings, both good and evil, there are demonic beings that do roam about this earth and —are very much in charge of every single country in this world; they have a hierarchy of supernatural demonic beings and angels that have different skills and abilities and —and they do have leaders — human leaders —that do as they tell them to — or else!!
And all those demonic beings, evil spirits, unclean, spirits, etc. have that leader— that rebellious angel which ONCE WAS an “anointed cherub” (see Is. 14:12-14 and Ez. 28:12-15) who WAS in service of the Most High God. WAS!!
Most people call him Satan, some call him, Lucifer, but I call him the enemy of our souls.  He seeks to devour and destroy every single last human being because as Genesis 1:26-27 tells us, we were made in the image of GOD!!
Be prayerful, be watchful, be sober and alert as the apostle Peter taught us (see 1Peter 5:8-9). RESIST THE DEVIL and his minions!! Do not fear them, but resist them in the faith, power, authority that the Lord Jesus Christ gave to you (see Luke 10:19)!!
Put on the whole armor of God like the apostle Paul spoke of in Ephesians 6:10-18.
Cry out to the Most High God of all the evil that is going on, and how humanity has been so deceived to allow these disgusting vile creatures to come into every single human being, at one point or another to vex us, oppress us, infiltrate us, to make us have obsessions over everything you can imagine, to depress us, and, for those who do not have the Holy Spirit in them—to POSSESS us humans, like they did to this poor young man who had those demons of sodomy, confusion of sex, murder, hate, etc. And ultimately the demonic spirit of DEATH-which Christ Jesus himself defeated at the CROSS!!
But the devil and his minions do not want you to know that — they want you to be full of fear, and fearing death, be full of pride, like they are, and arrogance, so that you will not take the word of God seriously enough to do all that it says in it to do and how to live your life out for the Lord God and his son the Lord Jesus Christ .
That’s the last thing they want you to do!! Because then you will be onto them, and no longer put up with their demonic CRAP (yea, I said it!) — and in the confidence of the Lord Jesus Christ, and not in ourselves, YOU TOO, can stand up against them, rebuke them in the name of Jesus Christ, AND THEY WILL FLEE FROM YOU!!
Protect yourselves, your family, your children, your grandchildren, etc. By sharing the word of God, praying over your loved ones and your friends, pray the powerful spiritual warfare prayers (see Fr. Chad Ripperger’s book -“Deliverance Prayers for the Laity”, for example), or go onto Monsignor Steven Rosetti‘s website— the Saint Michael Center for Spiritual Renewal”— and look at his resources there.
I apologize that this is so long, but when the Holy Spirit puts it upon me to speak to you and share with you, what is most important— I must obey because I love you, and care about you all enough to do so.  
This is my store on Zazzle store—“Faith In The Dark”. I know I have shared this a few times in the past couple of weeks, but with more new items being in the store, and surprisingly, there are quite a few people out there that still don’t know I even have a store on Zazzle, I will continue to share this.
I’m still waiting for AMAZON to work out the kinks (for my URL) in trying to share my Author’s 📚Page, but until then you could just go on Amazon, and look my name up or the title of my 📚books (“Walking in the Dark With FAITH”), to see the four books I currently have on there for sale.
It’s amazing how different this link shares between the social media platforms… this time I’m sharing it from the ZAZZLE app on my phone.
PLEASE go and see all the newer items I have just added; there will be more to come! THANK ❤️YOU to the few people who have either visited my store, and have also FOLLOWED ME on Zazzle as well.
You can do the same at my Author’s page on Amazon—in fact, I would be most grateful if you would click on the follow button!! It would mean so much to me! And if you either have purchased a book from me in the past, or do purchase one now, I would also truly appreciate you leaving a written review.
The idea of being a “starving artist was never part of what I chose for myself. Who honestly would want to go through seven years of college and grad work in a seminary like I just have, write dozens and dozens of papers, work hard to get the grades I did and the degrees I was awarded, and then end up not even being able to get a job at places where I have almost the exact qualifications and experience the companies/ministries/schools are looking for?
I was told seven years ago by an HR manager that even though my resume showed, I had the qualifications to do the job I applied for at Rider College, unfortunately the associate degree wouldn’t be enough— these days, she said, I definitely would need to have at least a bachelor’s degree in order to get any good paying job. So September 2018 I started on this college journey again, and I haven’t stopped until this June, 2025. I have tried several times over the past few years in Pennsylvania and now the almost 2 years I’ve been back in New Jersey, to get at least a part-time job that has something to do with all the hard work I put into at school.
The LORD OPENS AND CLOSES (or KEEPS those doors closed) the “doors 🚪of opportunity” in our lives (see Revelation 3:7-8). For whatever reason that right now is not altogether humanly understood by me, this is the way the LORD wants it to be…and HE has the final “say so” on EVERYTHING.
But then again, I’m sure Paul the Apostle didn’t think his tent ⛺️ making (see Acts 18:1-4) would have to be a major part of his life-the part of the life the LORD God chose for him, not what he chose for himself. But, since Paul surrendered all to the Lord Jesus, and I have done that myself several years ago, we have had to walk on the Path HE chose for us, in FAITH, trusting that no matter how grim it may look sometimes, He IS in control, He knows what is best for us, and He WILL provide.
I am not thrilled to have to rely on such an unstable income, along with writing my 📚 books. But that’s what the LORD put in my Path to do, while concentrating on sharing His Word-and some of it is definitely not welcomed by human ears to hear—which makes all of this that much more difficult to do as His servant.
BUT—the message of the ENTIRE WORD ✡️📖✝️of God must be heard. We cannot “cut out” the parts we don’t like or agree with. I am like my brother in the Faith, Paul, who said, “Therefore I testify to you this day that I am innocent of the blood of all, for I did not shrink from declaring to you THE WHOLE COUNSEL OF GOD” (Acts 20:26-27). The Lord Jesus will deal with those who refused to heed His📖Word on the Day of ⚖️Judgment(see Revelation 20:11-15).
THOSE artistic skills and abilities that He has placed in me to use, are to the LORD more “doors 🚪of opportunity” to reach thousands, and hopefully millions more, with His Word and message of REPENTANCE, HOPE, SALVATION, and REDEMPTION.
Until He knows I am done with my service here to Him, I will continue to walk the Path in the Dark with the FAITH I have in Him, holding His hand, knowing that He will always be faithful “to complete that good work in me, until the Day of Jesus Christ” (Phil. 1:6)
I got to go back and check my journal notes to see if I ever was attacked spiritually twice in one night. It’s possible, but if I’m questioning it, it obviously hasn’t been a frequent occurrence.
Also, these demonic attacks that happened in the spiritual realm in the last few years especially, thankfully have gotten weaker in strength — meaning, the demonic entities and also the humans(witches, Satanists, new agers, etc.) that dabble in the spiritual realm and use the demonic realm to astral project and try to attack people like myself because I am a spiritual warfare warrior— don’t SUCCEED at all in stopping me from sharing the TRUTH and exposing their LIES; all they are doing, is making it much worse for themselves in the 🔥⚖️end. And YET I have to sit here and pray for these humans that are literally disturbing my sleep.
The Lord God is allowing this in his divine purposes, because He’s trying to show them through one of His children and servants like myself who also had to be redeemed— that SALVATION and REDEMPTION is STILL available to them, up until the very last breath they breathe. They can at any time, call up upon the name of the Lord to be saved, and leave that demonic lifestyle that they’re in.
Utilizing the powers of darkness is a very dangerous and temporal thing— the demons, and the rebellious angels will only work with that human for so long, until they’re done with them, and then that human will either take their own life or be killed by the evil forces or another human that is in the ranks of the satanic hierarchy, if you will.
The bottom line is— if a human being does not repent and give their lives over to the Lord Jesus Christ, and take the gift of salvation that HE ALONE has purchased on the ✝️Cross for us by and through His 🩸blood being shed, there is NO other way back to the Father God Elohim Tseva’ot, except through Jesus(Jn. 14:6). 🙏❤️✡️📖✝️🕊️
The more I have gone through these (somewhat necessary) spiritual attacks on this walk of faith, the stronger I have become through ✡️God and His 📖Word, the Lord ✝️Jesus Christ, and the Holy 🕊️Spirit, who obviously dwells IN me. “For IT IS God WHO works IN you…” Phil. 2:13 🙏❤️📖✝️
Click the above link to not only see the new collection “Follow Me” Luke 9:23, but also I managed to work on my first book cover of the series, making a few different long and short T-shirts!
I will be adding new items to each of the collections now that I have a bit of more time to do so, in between writing the two books, taking care of the biblical and deliverance counseling ministry, and anything else that the Lord throws at me. 😄😊
Just a reminder–my FOUR books are available on AMAZON, and I would appreciate if you would purchase either the Kindle e-book, paperback or hardcover. Please try not to do the KDP pages, because us authors do NOT make hardly any money off of that. I keep my Kindle books at “single-digit” prices, well below $10, because there is no printing fee involved as there is with the physical books (especially with the one illustrated 😣devotional I have–very expensive printing fees for that one!). So I will thank you in advance for purchasing one of the three main book formats, to financially help me out–between the Zazzle store, the books, and whatever donations I may get (so far, nothing, unfortunately) from this blog page, that will hopefully help keep me from going in the “red”, which is soon to happen.
The job market is a joke; I have applied to so many different types of jobs–all of which I have have some experience from jobs in years past. When my resume is almost an exact match to what these employers are looking for, and YET, I don’t even get a phone call–something very odd is going on. It just doesn’t “add up”.
I will thank you all in advance for either visiting Amazon and looking up my “Walking in the Dark with FAITH” books, and/or my Zazzle “Faith In the Dark” store, and browsing around to see if there’s something you would like to purchase. I have tried to make sure and have enough items with various prices–from magnets that are $5 or so, to pillows and prints that may be upwards of $40-50, thereabouts. The T-shirts and mugs are the more popular items–the few items that have been purchased the most were the shirts and the giant coffee mugs (I have a couple of shirts and mugs–I am very pleased with the quality of them both).
I will post again once I have several more new items in the store! Until then, thank you, and may God bless you all.
I just CANNOT make a short video!! Lord knows I try, but the 20 or so minute video I PLAN to make, turns out to be 50+ minutes.
WORD, because if we are, that will keep us ignorant of SATAN’S DEVICES and SCHEMES. THAT is how he and the demons keep us in STRONGHOLDS and BONDAGE, that we cannot break WITHOUT THE POWER and AUTHORITY of THE WRITTEN WORD OF GOD!
Walking in the Dark with Faith 